I did some quiet reflection today on my way in. I thought about how beautiful the sky is and why almost every day I feel in awe of it. I thought about flowers and people and I know this makes me seem like a huge tree huger (which i am not ashamed of), but I thought about how perfect everything really is. Sometimes things happen that totally screw up your world, but in the end, it's still okay - everything is ALWAYS okay. Thank God, it's always okay.
I think as I was reflecting this morning that I figured out that I want to put my Master's program on hold. I think I miss spending time with family and friends and there is so much going on right now and Zach will be cool forever, but I feel like I'm missing out on so much of him right now. I should be taking some time this lunch to write an annotated bibliography but doesn't anyone know how BORING that is. It'll still be there when I decide to go back, and really it's not doing anything for me right now except making me crazier than I am. I haven't talked to anyone about this yet, and I know a lot of people that read my blog (and a LOT more than that I don't know). If you have reasons you think this is a bad idea for me, go ahead, comment..I figure I'll give this a few more days, and then make a well thought out decision - I might even wait until Beauty and the Beast is over to see if my sanity returns.
BTW...This blog is crazy right now. I love you all, and can not believe the daily numbers..Sometimes lately, I have felt so lonely and maybe even a bit depressed. It's nice to see that people care enough to read. Thanks for that, but don't feel like you have to. I babble sometimes, just because it makes me feel good to get it out.
Alright - Good day to all.