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I just had to post that.
Nik - I got the bags from overstock and I think Gary and I will be fine being home alone Christmas morning.
So...have you ever been feeling something down deep and you didn't even realize the emotions you had about it until you started talking about it, and then it was like the flood gates opened?
I really miss my Dad. I guess I didn't realize how much I was missing him until I tried to tell him that last night. I am a blubbering fool sometimes, and I'm good with it.
I think sometimes a good cry is healthy. I wonder how many men really cry when we're not looking. I would rather the crying be when I'm not looking though, I don't know why, but I really don't like to see men cry. It's okay if someone dies, but not about the stuff I cry about. You know - - as I'm typing this , I'm thinking wow..how wrong is that? Seriously, I want to be treated as an equal to a man at work, but . . . I don't want men to cry, because they should be tougher than that. Strange realization. I also just realized . . . I sometimes answer my feelings with "it's okay, I'm a girl"...hmm..something to think about..I'll bet men would rather I cry when they aren't looking too though..
I love water. No, I mean I really love water. I remember when I was younger and I used to feel like 'yuck, water'... How is it that now, I crave it? I guess that's good. I like tea, too, but water - good ice cold water - is so fantastic. Of course, I love red wine, too. Last night, in the middle of the night, I got up and drank like two full glasses of cold water, and I went back to sleep thinking about how wonderful water is.
I had the most interesting dream, too. I swear sometimes my dreams could be movies. So, I was like in the third person and watching these army guys get blown up by alien forces. Somehow these two guys took off running up a hill only to see tons of people that looked Zombiefied walking down the hill. One of the guys walked into this webbing stuff and then started to lose his mind and become also Zombie like, and his friend pulled him out of the stuff and he regained his mojo and they both ran away. Anyway, long dream short - There were these aliens that took over the world, but they couldn't invade certain towns for some reason. The white stuff was surrounding plants and made people lose their minds, but if you got them to a town where the aliens were they regained their senses. Also the AM radio stations were somehow turning people into Zombies and would brainwash them into going out of the towns to get captured, but FM stations were off limits to the aliens somehow. There was a family I kinda followed and some running guy that was getting in shape to take on the aliens because they killed most of the military.. I woke up thinking..wow..good dream, maybe I could have that one again sometime. I know, right? I know what you're thinking, but I'm not a total lunatic, just a tad crazy.